13th arrest | voice | i'm breaking down and you're breathing slowly

[thiswallinside]

So, having curse sex with Castle hasn't really changed much. I mean granted, it was only a few days ago, and I've been holed up with paperwork trying to figure out what kind of funds we can pull together to build a new prison. Plus I haven't been laid in way too long.

But when they show it in the movies, people having sex on a desk? It looks a lot sexier than in reality. I have this kink in my back that's not going to be coming out without some real work on it.

And I was actually surprised, because Castle apparently isn't all bluster. He's definitely a manslut though, with how he knows his way around a woman--oh my God. Shut up, Beckett. Shut up, shut up, shut up.

[fumbling. with. device.]

Filter, please come on, if Alexis sees this-- shit! It was bound to happen, and everyone kind of knew that, it's just I didn't want to admit it-- stupid curses!

[still more fumbling.]

At least there was protection, right? [hands clamped over mouth, but audible if you listen:] And the handcuffs were readily available, which is such a cheesy cop stereotype but hey I was just using what I had available to me...

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[ooc; Cursed with My Dirty Little Secret, to reveal her roll in the hay with Castle during Jet Fighters and Punches!]

Comments

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

Oh, really?

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

Definitely. I think it was a lot of the unresolved uh, tension? Finally getting resolved. And seriously if you want to be kind to me, you can. We'll talk about puppies. Or French politics or something completely other than the fact that he's actually much stronger than appearances might belie.

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

I have not doubt that he was, he certainly seems the... virile type.

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

Yeah, definitely made up for his smart mouth with the energy. Willingness to please goes a long way, you know?

I'm never going to live this down.

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

It does, it really does. But you shouldn't be ashamed, Detective. There's nothing wrong with enjoying the pleasures of another.

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

Usually I'm not, to be honest. It's just-- it's Castle. We were never supposed to go that far. No matter how fantastic it was.

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

So it was good, then, was it?

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

You're as bad as he is! Yes, it was. He's very, uh, sweet.

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

For someone who's spending her nights alone, I take comfort that others are being satisfied.

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

Well, that's usually me, to be honest so I definitely understand. And satisfied is really an understatement, but I'm sure you'll read the good parts in the book he's publishing here.

Have you not-- is it because of your ability?

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

I certainly hope to.

No, my abilities are under control, but I just... I can get close to someone, but at a certain point... I just can't.

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

Tell me about it. I'm kind of relieved that I got hit with the other end of that curse. It's complicated with Castle, but it's hard to-- I understand. I'm not good at letting down my guard.

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

[There's a pause.]

Right.

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

...I'm way off base right now, aren't I? [She chuckles wryly. At least she's not talking about her escapades anymore.]

[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

Not... I'm sorry. I don't mean to bother you with my problems, Detective.

[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

It's no bother, and maybe it'll help if you call me Kate. I can't promise to empathize completely with you, and I don't have a lot of experience understanding how having extraordinary traits would affect a person's life. But I'm pretty good at just listening, if you want to talk, mara.

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[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

I haven't been able to have sex since my... death. I don't know what's wrong with me - I get close, but I start to panic.

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[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

Oh, Mara. Can you tell what exactly makes you panic? You don't have to tell me, of course. But if it's psychological, maybe you can get some help.

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[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

I don't know. I only started going out again recently. And that scares me enough.

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[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

It's normal, though I don't know if that's reassuring. You could be suffering from PTSD or something similar. I'm not sure that it necessarily affects sex drive, but any other questions I might ask would be pretty intrusive.

Is there anything I can do for you? I might be able to find someone for you to talk to, through the station. Someone that could actually help, I mean.

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[cry-reaper.livejournal.com]

I... I just don't know. My life still feels... very hazardous most of the time.

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[cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com]

Well. It's up to you. Drop me a line if you change your mind. Or if you need to talk again.