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I'm fine. If anyone's wondering, I'm most wanted for my brain, apparently. Again, fine. No need to ask, see? Working from home, you can calm down.


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Winchester, Hidaka, Pendleton. We need to talk.


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We've got some new additions I wasn't able to get to before that fun disappearing act I did and the curse. Please welcome Sam Tyler to Intel and Raiden and Aya Fujimiya, correct me if I just butchered your name, to Special Assault. You boys should be all set with IDs, weapons and probation clearances. If anything's not in order, let me or Mr. Pendleton know, and it'll be taken care of.

Anything to report? Get it in now, before I'm back in the office and making you all hate me. There a reason I'm seeing Winchester, Pendleton and Hidaka's names all over everything? I'm going to assume that everyone else is bogged down with cases of their own, for your sakes.


filtered to castle |
Thanks for staying with me at the hospital. But if I don't get back in the office by the weekend, I might shoot someone.



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A week. A week of being fairly certain I was going to die for some crazy monster's science project. And the only reason I'm able to record this is because he let me go. I was allowed to keep my life.

Things need to change. Crying over all of this isn't going to help anything, we just have to start being better. Preparation, maybe. I'll have to ask Justin what he thinks about an auxiliary unit, on top of what we have. Maybe volunteers for a response team to the super human or sub human or whatever it's called these days.

At least my absence didn't put too big a hiccup in the force. They seemed to handle everything okay, from what I can gauge on the Network. I'm a little concerned for Justin, though. He's just a kid and he's obviously got extra baggage in his past but still. I'm not sure a counselor would even help him with this. Winchester and Hidaka, yeah, they can handle gruesome field work. I'm not even sure why he was there on his day off.

Need to take a bath. The bastard ruined a week for me, I'm not letting him ruin my me-time. Then I'm back in the office later today if I can. If Castle stops mothering me.



[ooc: Omg I am so sorry for her bitchiness. She's...yeah. Stressed?]

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Date: 2010-10-11 06:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I see. We all do. To be honest the only time I don't think about it is when I'm with Ken.

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Date: 2010-10-11 03:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Yeah, I'd say it's normal. I'd rather see that than nothing at all, at least.

How are Ken and you? He's a good cop, a good guy.
Edited Date: 2010-10-11 03:53 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2010-10-11 03:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
We're good. It sounds a little strange to say, but for the first time since I've been here I'm... happy.

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Date: 2010-10-11 04:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Weird or not, it's good. You should roll with it.

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Date: 2010-10-11 04:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I think I am. How are you and Rick doing?

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Date: 2010-10-11 04:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
I'm-- it's. It's complicated.

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Date: 2010-10-11 04:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
How so? I don't mean to pry, but you're both my friends.

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Date: 2010-10-11 04:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Rick's amazing, he's a great guy. But things at home are-- they're a lot different than how we are here.

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Date: 2010-10-11 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
Ah, I see. You think this is something that will only exist here?

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Date: 2010-10-15 09:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Yeah. He has a hard time understanding my worry about us, even here. He just...won't take no for an answer, now that he's been let in a little. I'm not-- I can't lose someone else.

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Date: 2010-10-16 03:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
This place? It's hard to believe anything here. Sometimes I wake up... and I wonder if I'm really back home, and this is just a... bad drug interaction I'm having.

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Date: 2010-10-16 03:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Exactly. And at times I feel guilty for the moments that make me feel like I don't want to wake up at all.

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Date: 2010-10-16 03:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I... I just try to live in today.

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Date: 2010-10-16 03:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Yeah. That makes sense.

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Date: 2010-10-16 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I have nothing else to go home to, so it's all I have.

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Date: 2010-10-16 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
My life is about death. I go where I'm ordered, I have a job that makes me... well, crazy's the easiest term. I escape in drugs and alcohol and generally wait for the task that will see me dead or in an institution for the mentally deranged.

...I didn't know things could be different until I came here.

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Date: 2010-10-16 04:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Oh. Right, I...guess you understand more than I fathomed.

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Date: 2010-10-16 04:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I try not to think about home.

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Date: 2010-10-17 12:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
Does it ever get easier? And don't lie if it doesn't.

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Date: 2010-10-17 12:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
It comes and goes. But it never goes away.

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Date: 2010-10-17 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
I wish I could tell you different.

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Date: 2010-10-17 06:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cuffyoutwice.livejournal.com
No, I'd rather you didn't, really. I appreciate it.

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Date: 2010-10-17 07:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cry-reaper.livejournal.com
You're welcome, then.

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